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(no subject) [May. 6th, 2005|12:06 am]
rachel c.
home: a place to rest your head

so why is it whenever i'm here i can't sleep at all?? maybe it's because the only place i want to be is back in Mt. Pleasant in Campbell 104, curled up next to Paul??

or maybe it's because now that i'm home i have to go to work and be a productive member of society while i'm here. i just can't sit in my room doing nothing for hours on end and that sucks.

there's a thousand different reasons i don't want to be here and some of them are dumb, but i don't care i just want to be someplace else, anywhere. i'm done bitching now.


came home today. that wasn't that fun of a ride because it was so boring. but oh well i had to come home. when i got home i helped my mom with the lawn and all that goodness. then the whole family and i went on a bike ride. that was fun. joseph and i rode the tandem bike. i swear we almost crashed like 400 times. then we came home and ate dinner. it was delicious. now i'm sitting here and i can't sleep.

my exams went okay i suppose. overall i don't think i'll get anything below a B in any of my classes, so that makes me happy. i need to get that GPA up, so i can get into a good law school and never have to worry about money, restless nights, and other stuff ever again.

i have to save about $300 a week if i want to be able to afford school next semester. mer... i know what i want to do why can't i just go for free?? i'm awesome so it'd be worth it. and when i got rich i'd donate a building or something. really i would.

please donate money to me!!!
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Life goes on and so do I... [May. 4th, 2005|08:02 pm]
rachel c.
this is my last post from good ole CMU until the fall semester.

as far as my college experience i've learned that kids that you see walking with backpacks on saturday nights aren't going to the library. that's about it oh and the spanish armada was sunk in 1588.

well what else can i say about this year?? it's been a ton of fun. i know everyone thinks i've become boring and not fun, but i'm happy with myself and that's all that matters.

i guess that's what i've learned this year people don't like when you change and become something different from them. it's plain old sociology, people only want to be interact with other people like them. don't believe me look it up. it's sad that things have to be this way, but life goes on. i'm no better and no worse for not having certain people in my life anymore. all that matters is that i have the people in my life that love and respect me no matter what i do.
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SCHOOL' S OUT FOR SUMMER! [May. 3rd, 2005|10:38 pm]
rachel c.
i am done with all my papers for the rest of the semester!! i fucking rock. now all i have to do is take 2 exams tomorrow and i'll be done till august. why am i so fucking cool?? because i'm rachel fucking clayton..that's why.

so i had my interview today. i'm not going to get the job and i'm not sure if i really want it. first of all it has some really weird hours like 1-9 or 2-10 primarily and that doesn't give me any time to work at ruby's. i could quit ruby's but i love the people there and the job is fun, so we'll just have to see. plus i don't think i'll be able to to do the manual lifting and all that. i'm such a weakling. i guess it's mcd's for me this summer :(

paul and i went to bennigans for dinner tonight. that place is so great. it's peter's birthday on thursday so of course we embarrassed him, but he got free dessert so he can't complain. after we got home i came here to write my paper, but i did take a break to see the therapy dogs. they were soo cute. now i'm going to go and watch adult swim. i'll catch you all later.

<3 rachel
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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2005|05:23 pm]
rachel c.
there were people just making out in the copmuter lab. it was disgusting.


5:35: still here. still writing a last minute paper. god i suck.



still here. but now i only have one paper to do. god i suck.
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(no subject) [Apr. 30th, 2005|07:09 pm]
rachel c.
so much to do and i'm on here. damn me.

i'm thinking of giving up on these papers for right now and going to paul's and maybe relaxing. or maybe going to a computer lab and working on them. that might be the best plan because when i'm there i don't want to be there, so i get my shit done. but when i'm here i get distracted. i think that's what i'll do. maybe the library, nothing like the smell of books.

after i get these two history essays done, i'll have to start my work on my sociology project. nothing like waiting till the last minute, but hey..i'm a good procrastinator.

oh yeah..i'll be on town monday. perhaps i will stop and see you all. perhaps not. i do have some business that i have to take care of, like seeing the most beautiful baby in the world. that's liam for all those who don't know yet. and of course my interview with the pepsi people on tuesday morning, then it's a long haul back to mt. pleasant so that i can make it home for my final.

<3 rachel

EDIT:: i think i'm going to shoot myself. the end.
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(no subject) [Apr. 26th, 2005|02:32 pm]
rachel c.
it's going to be a busy week. i'm in the process of studying for my exams this week. it's kinda sucky. but i do have two take home exams. one's a multiple choice and the other is two 3 page essays. :( i still have 2 "real" exams next week though...ya know..the one's that you have to go to class for. it's a possiblity that i could take all my exams on one day though. that would be super nice then the rest of the time i could just chill out and be with the boyfriend the last few days of the semster.

I now offically have 2 jobs for this summer. i'm going to be so busy, but i really need the money. so it doesn't look like i'll be having much fun this summer. p.s i'm working at coldwater mcd's. it's money and that's the only way i'm going to look at it. plus i'll be having ruby's too. that should be a good time. right now i'm trying to figure out how i'm going to work both jobs..i was thinking 7-3 at mcdonald's then 6- close at ruby's. i'm going to have to really work with the bosses of both those places to make this work. but i don't think it'll be too hard.

that's it.

<3 rachel

EDIT:: well..it's been a sucky day except the fact that paul took me to bennigans for dinner. i <3 that boy. he's so fucking cute and adorable. i have a ton of shit to do this week. and right now i'm in the lab and there's people "sharking" for a computer. so i'm going to go now. i feel bad so i'm going now. later.
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(no subject) [Apr. 21st, 2005|10:44 am]
rachel c.
i've offically been put in the penalty box for downloading to much stuff. i.e. music, porn, whatever i feel like. it's the suckiest because it doesn't take away my internet privledges just my messenger priviledges on my own computer. so if i want to talk to anyone i have to go the lab, so you all won't be hearing from me for awhile. at least until sundayish...

anyway. that show last night was awesome. not as cool as last time, but awesome nonetheless. they came out into the audience and jason climbed onto a speaker and threw water on teh crowd. at the end i got really scared because they busted up their drum set and threw a cymbol out into the crowd. it was fun though. oh...and i got this awesome little tote bag that has TRAIL OF DEAD embroidered into it. it's super sweet. i got home at 3 and went to bed at 4ish...don't know why, just worked out that way. but for some reason i was up at 9. my body is so fucked up. and now i'm le tired. but i must go to my classes. even if it kills me!! talk to you all later.

<3 rachel

p.s. CMU sucks their printers never work when you need them too.
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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2005|07:04 pm]
rachel c.
[Current Mood |hyperhyper]

Welcome into the World!!

Liam Emery VanWagner
6lbs. 15 oz.
April 18, 2005
4:20 p.m.

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(no subject) [Apr. 18th, 2005|02:06 pm]
rachel c.
[Current Music |nothing..the library is quite]

last night was simply wonderful. it literally rocked my socks off. it sure is going to make up for this shitty week that it's coming soon.

speaking of which there's one good thing about this week and you know what that is?? FUCKING TRAIL OF DEAD. That's the only good part of this week, well that and I'm probably going to find out if I got that job at the TFC. I hope I do. I really want it. It would be cake.

I have to go down to the third floor here soon. I have to get a course reserve and copy it. I think it's like 5 pages or something. I hope I have enough money left on my card so that I don't have pay more money that I don't really have.

Speaking of money, I hope I don't get a parking ticket. I'm parked illegally in the sophomore lots, but i'm way to lazy right now to take it to the freshmen lot. but i probably will later tonight. maybe..i'm thinking about it. but tomorrow i do get to go get a new pass to park close to my building so that will be nice.

I have to write like 2 papers this week and catch up on all my readings. THat shouldn't be too hard considering I'm going to lock myself in my room for the next few days. I've also got to go and do like 3 studies for psychology class, so that I can get extra credit. Xtra credit is my friend and I love it.

that's it. time to go down to the course reserve desk and get that thing.

<3 rachel
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(no subject) [Apr. 12th, 2005|01:15 am]
rachel c.
[Current Mood |geekygeeky]
[Current Music |typing keys]

i just got out of class and now i'm taking a break in the library. it's good times. i should come here more often. i migt get more done that way.

anyway..just got out of psych class. the teacher today did hypnosis on three students it was good times. the one girl forgot her name. she thought it was tara when really it was brieanna. the other two didn't do what they were supposed to do after they got out of the hypnosis. i suppose some people are just more suggestible than others are. it was awesome to see that, but it was even more awesome to apply the social aspects of it, considering i'm going to have a major in sociology. it was really cool nonetheless.

i have a meeting with an academic advisor tomorrow. i'm going to ask what classes and all that jazz i need to be taking. i pretty much know but i want to make sure i get to leave this place as soon as possible. bigger and better things await me and i can't wait for them!!

speaking of awesome things.. i just got $50 dollars. all for doing nothing at all. well i had to give like a vial of my blood but other than that. it was super. speaking of veins i can never be a heroin addict. my veins are just too little. i'm going to take the money and buy those shoes from meijer that i've been lusting over for the past two weeks or something.

i have an interveiw for a job tomorrow at four. that's why i'm buying the shoes. i have no dress clothes up here. anyway...it's at the towers fitness center. pays $7.00 an hour. so i hope i get it. i could really use the income next semester while i'm up here. it sure would make things a lot easier on my parents. oh.. my mother got a full time nursing job at cameron. she's really happy. 40 hrs a week and like twenty something an hour figures out very nicely.

i have class in like 45 minutes. that's not to exciting except it's sex class which makes it the most awesome thing ever! today we get to learn about paraphilias. like S&M and bondage. that's so fucking hot. makes me just want to....nevermind.

paul and i getting together tonight to play some games.....DnD to be exact. I mean who doesn't love roleplaying?? we're kinda taking some time for ourselves this week. i've just been there too much and so now i'm spending more time at my dorm. it's kinda nice. i'm getting a lot more homework done and just having more me time is cool also. i miss sleeping next to him though. he keeps me warm.

prom is this weekend. yeah..i'm a sixteen year old girl. but i'm really happy to be going. especially because it is going to make lynz really happy. we're having girls day on saturday and we're getting ready together and all the jazz. and after prom...we have something really special planned. i think it involves the lion's den and truck stops. maybe a fish sandwich if he feels to inclined.

then it's back up here for three more weeks then it's SUMMER BREAK!! i can't wait.

<3 rachel
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